You’re Not Stupid!

Some time ago I wrote a post on impostor syndrome, which it seems we all suffer from at times. It’s been reposted quite a lot on twitter and attracts lots of visits. Tonight I was looking at my blog analytics for the first time in a while and I’m amazed by the search statistics: 6 out of the top 10 keywords bringing people to the blog in the month of October are “stupid”-related. A sample:

  • “i feel stupid”
  • “feeling stupid”
  • “feel stupid”
  • “i feel dumb”
  • “how not to feel stupid”
  • “feel stupid at work”

Reader: you’re not stupid! However much it strokes my ego that so many of you are reading my post, it’s a little disheartening to see how many of us feel so dumb we feel the need to google a solution.

[A little further down on the search term list: "average looking female scientists" - I'm glad I could be of assistance there.]

 

 

 

Feeling Stupid Doesn’t Have To Hurt

Many young scientists complain about feeling stupid compared with their peers, and even more suffer in silence. This phenomenon, called Impostor Syndrome, can be quite crippling and even cause people to quit their research careers. It’s frequently discussed these days, particularly in the context of gender balance in science, as women appear to be affected by it more than men. Perhaps it’s yet another reason why women disproportionately opt out of a career in science? I’m not sure I sign up to that idea, but it’s an interesting question nonetheless.

I was reminded of Impostor Syndrome today by an honest post by fellow astronomy postdoc Rita about her own feelings of inadequacy, and I’ve had similar discussions with many friends over the years. In my first few years as a postdoc I suffered massively from Impostor Syndrome in the same way that is described by so many others: fear, anxiety, insecurity, frustration.

Clearly, no one wants to live like this, and the associated anxiety that Rita talks about is common and completely understandable. In the last year or two I’ve thought a lot about these feelings, and I’ve figured out ways of dealing with them.

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